ok..jus reached hm n got a nag fr my mum for coming hm late..thank god she didnt nag for long..haiz no doubt i've been out fr 2pm..had mendaki juz now n today, my class was really horrible..d kids really tested my patience today n i had to scream at them b4 telling adha that they really misbehaved.. adha always managed to control my class but the moment he stepped out of d class rm, there goes my students running ard in class la, talking so loudly la..n i had to lecture them n asked them to shut the hell up!! one of the boys showed me dat he was really unhappy wen i punished d whole class to stand..he was banging the table n pushing in d chair loudly, so i jus pulled him to one corner n tell him not to gif me dat kind of attitude in class..then he apologised!baru dia org tau how tigress i can be sia..warn them nt to test me already..guess they no longer c me as d lenient ms yana..haha
then headed to town after mendaki to haf dinner..asked dat aisah to join us..so we went to liat towers BK n lepak @ starbucks PS..so its normal, wenever we go out n chill, we'll talk abt stuff.. fr BGR, to bitching abt ppl, personal probs...then jus now we were talking abt guys mainly..broke the news to them dat effi gave me his reply n there's no gd news..well as my gfs, of coz they tried to console me n stuff..told them dat im pretty ok abt it n aisah told me dat i can easily get another guy better than effi..its juz whether i wan to or nt..coz she was saying dat i haf quite a number of guys waiting for me sia..haha..n they asked wats my plans next, so told them dat i juz wanna take sm time off abt guys n jus let nature take its course..i dun wanna rush myself getting close to another guy n fall for him easily coz rite now, i think im vulnerable to dat.. no point forcing myself to like some other guy n i dun wan history to repeat itself.. coz im d one ending up feeling guilty n d guy feeling disappointed wif me..
then kisha talked abt norman too...how she's handling her long dist r/s wif him..n i dunno how we ended up talking abt how far we would go in a r/s.. im nt gonna reveal wats d furthest me n my frens did wif our exs, current bf or flings..haha too dangerous to do dat..but then, its always nice to haf such deep talks wif them, until we lost track of time..hehe dat explains y i reached hm late
anw no one knew dat i've been blogging all these while..but i juz told ashwandy my blog add.. he's effi's ex-colleague anw..so i guess it muz be an honour for him to be d first one reading wats goin on wif my life..haha actually rite, ash is a nice guy (dun kembang k if u reading dis) ;) i've been talking a lot to him on msn these few days, esp wif effi's issue..he always ask if there's any progress during d time wen i was waiting for effi's reply n its better talking to him abt effi considering dat he knows effi too..so its kinda diff telling kisha n aisah abt wat im goin thru considering dat they dun noe effi at all..i guess its better relating to ash wen it comes to dis since i can also get a guy's opinion abt it..he did dished out some practical n realistic advices..but d funny thing is, i've always thot ash as a typical mat..dat was my first impression of him la but then we always chatted on msn in english..so mebbi cant really see the mat-ish side of him..haha anw effi also said he's not a mat wen i asked him..so i guess looks can be deceiving huh?:-) so enuff for today la i guess..*to be continued*
~flew by @ 1:18 AM
